Monthly Archives: July 2012

It’s A Struggle.

Posted on July 29, 2012 by The Outer Rim

Last week I wrote that I was feeling better. Well. So so. Part of it had to do with the fact that there was still an email exchange with B. We had some longer emails then at the beginning of … Continue reading →

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Much Better.

Posted on July 22, 2012 by The Outer Rim

I am feeling much better than last weekend. I had a type of breakthrough experience last Monday. I was walking around Munich airport, before I was getting on a plane to Rome, and I was feeling miserable. Much like I … Continue reading →

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Being Single.

Posted on July 15, 2012 by The Outer Rim

There is a lot of fear. And anxiety. And a rush of activity towards things that I hope will make me feel better. And less alone. Like signing up with couchsurfing.org, or trying online dating again, or planning trips and … Continue reading →

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It’s Over.

Posted on July 4, 2012 by The Outer Rim

The relationship with B is over. On Monday night, I was at the Bob Dylan concert in Berlin, but I just had to keep thinking about B, and about her being so distant, and I got so frustrated and scared … Continue reading →

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Not So Good.

Posted on July 2, 2012 by The Outer Rim

B freaked out again the weekend before last. It was all triggered by a photobook that I had made from our Cuba trip, which had a photo in it she just couldn’t stomach, and that somehow came up in our … Continue reading →

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