Tag Archives: fear

“Awesome” is work.

Last weekend was difficult. My parents came to town, on their way through to a holiday destination further south in Italy. I spent the late afternoon and evening on Saturday with them, and then the whole Sunday. There was tension, … Continue reading

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The Roller Coaster Threw Me Off.

That’s the analogy that I used in my last post. Well, the decision is made, the roller coaster threw me off, and I am left without N. I am not really able to really tell what happened this past week … Continue reading

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Being Single.

There is a lot of fear. And anxiety. And a rush of activity towards things that I hope will make me feel better. And less alone. Like signing up with couchsurfing.org, or trying online dating again, or planning trips and … Continue reading

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I sweat.

This may sound funny, but it isn’t. In the past weeks and months, my sweating problem has gotten worse. I have an appointment with a dermatologist this coming Wednesday. But I suspect that he won’t be able to help me … Continue reading

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Cosmic Fear.

This morning, I woke up with some sort of cosmic fear. When the earthquake had hit Japan, the earth axis had moved by a few inches. We are tiny specks of dust, and life can only make sense and feel … Continue reading

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