Tag Archives: loneliness

Chaos in the Brain.

Only one day after I wrote this, on the 12th of April, Nana and I had the most horrible day ever. In the morning before leaving for work, she told me that I had to make up my mind today, … Continue reading

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Digesting … dissecting … 2013.

The sky is blue and I am sitting in the office in Italy. I have a good internet connection here, not yet at home, so I came to the office to do some Internet stuff. The past two weeks were … Continue reading

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“Awesome” is work.

Last weekend was difficult. My parents came to town, on their way through to a holiday destination further south in Italy. I spent the late afternoon and evening on Saturday with them, and then the whole Sunday. There was tension, … Continue reading

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I Just Can’t Stop.

Yes, I said last week that it’s all over. But I couldn’t withdraw and pull down the curtains. I’m here in the office with N every day. I will stay in this town for longer, for work. So on Sunday … Continue reading

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Being Single.

There is a lot of fear. And anxiety. And a rush of activity towards things that I hope will make me feel better. And less alone. Like signing up with couchsurfing.org, or trying online dating again, or planning trips and … Continue reading

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