Tag Archives: pain

It’s Been Over A Month Now.

And things are better. I don’t think about F all the time anymore. I have made much progress moving on. Sometimes, she’s in my thoughts again, and there’s pain and anger and sadness. But I get over these spells. The … Continue reading

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These are the weeks of …

… things being over with F. Little sleep — 4, 5, sometimes 6 hours per night. Roller coaster ride of emotions. I am watching “The Bridge”, mainly. I am working. Just barely. I finally received my keys and a letter … Continue reading

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Disarray.

As I returned from my trip, I sent Nana a first message — breaking the silence — from the airport, as I was about to board the plane back. We agreed to have dinner together. When I arrived home, she … Continue reading

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Nerves.

I’m really going to have to work hard on my drawing skills. I had a free afternoon yesterday and decided to spend some more time drawing. And I realized that I’ll really have a long way to travel until I’ll … Continue reading

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Another Week In Pain.

It’s hopefully now over. After another week in my self-inflicted agony, I finally got to a point where it became just absolutely abundantly clear to me that this had to end. She is so addicted to my attention and passion … Continue reading

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I Just Can’t Stop.

Yes, I said last week that it’s all over. But I couldn’t withdraw and pull down the curtains. I’m here in the office with N every day. I will stay in this town for longer, for work. So on Sunday … Continue reading

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The Roller Coaster Threw Me Off.

That’s the analogy that I used in my last post. Well, the decision is made, the roller coaster threw me off, and I am left without N. I am not really able to really tell what happened this past week … Continue reading

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