Tag Archives: sadness

It’s been more than four weeks …

… that I wrote last. This past month was hard again. Hard on the psyche. On the one hand, good things happened, and they were mainly internal: I found a road to happiness by myself. The kick-off is still and … Continue reading

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“Awesome” is work.

Last weekend was difficult. My parents came to town, on their way through to a holiday destination further south in Italy. I spent the late afternoon and evening on Saturday with them, and then the whole Sunday. There was tension, … Continue reading

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Another Week In Pain.

It’s hopefully now over. After another week in my self-inflicted agony, I finally got to a point where it became just absolutely abundantly clear to me that this had to end. She is so addicted to my attention and passion … Continue reading

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Being Single.

There is a lot of fear. And anxiety. And a rush of activity towards things that I hope will make me feel better. And less alone. Like signing up with couchsurfing.org, or trying online dating again, or planning trips and … Continue reading

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Easter Weekend.

It’s Easter Sunday, I spent the morning with family. My cousin has lots of children (three are already there, the fourth one is on the way), she lives in Switzerland with her husband who is really cool guy, a journalist. … Continue reading

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Dream.

Last night, I dreamed about my brother. And that he was well. I woke up happy. And then remembered that he will never be well again.

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