Author Archives: The Outer Rim

About The Outer Rim

I am trying to remember my life. By posting about it. Starting January first 2011.

Routine in the Apocalypse.

In early May, we performed our climate change show at a big conference — we had the biggest audience so far, and we feel like we also made the best version of the show so far. Now it’s four of … Continue reading

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Back to Reality.

The catastrophe has been digested. My sleep has returned to normal — which I am very grateful for. That was the last thing that was still lingering … I am back to being the old me again, more or less. … Continue reading

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Six Online-Dates in Five Days.

On Wednesday, I met I. She was pleasant and interesting, and we had dinner for three hours, and that was that. On Thursday, I met S. She was unpleasant and annoying, and I couldn’t wait for dinner to be over, … Continue reading

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It’s Been Over A Month Now.

And things are better. I don’t think about F all the time anymore. I have made much progress moving on. Sometimes, she’s in my thoughts again, and there’s pain and anger and sadness. But I get over these spells. The … Continue reading

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These are the weeks of …

… things being over with F. Little sleep — 4, 5, sometimes 6 hours per night. Roller coaster ride of emotions. I am watching “The Bridge”, mainly. I am working. Just barely. I finally received my keys and a letter … Continue reading

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It’s Over.

Last Sunday, when pushed because of distant communications behaviour while I was travelling, F broke up with me: “I am not enough in love.” I am reeling. Not understanding. Angry. Very angry. Disappointed. Fucking bullshit.

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Whirlwind.

It’s the middle of January, and the last three months are hard to describe. They were intense. My relationship with F went through some pretty radical ups and downs. One of the best things was that we went on a … Continue reading

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