Author Archives: The Outer Rim

About The Outer Rim

I am trying to remember my life. By posting about it. Starting January first 2011.

Trucking Along.

Things are developing. And at the same time they’re not. It’s more in the realm of possibility that they seem to be happening, but not yet in actual fact. Our opportunities with our new partners are growing, yet nothing is … Continue reading

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A Life-Changing Week?

Last week may turn out to have been kind of momentous. On Thursday evening, I had the chance to present our climate change project in front of a group of green investors. And the contacts that are currently developing out … Continue reading

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Routine in the Apocalypse.

In early May, we performed our climate change show at a big conference — we had the biggest audience so far, and we feel like we also made the best version of the show so far. Now it’s four of … Continue reading

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Back to Reality.

The catastrophe has been digested. My sleep has returned to normal — which I am very grateful for. That was the last thing that was still lingering … I am back to being the old me again, more or less. … Continue reading

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Six Online-Dates in Five Days.

On Wednesday, I met I. She was pleasant and interesting, and we had dinner for three hours, and that was that. On Thursday, I met S. She was unpleasant and annoying, and I couldn’t wait for dinner to be over, … Continue reading

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It’s Been Over A Month Now.

And things are better. I don’t think about F all the time anymore. I have made much progress moving on. Sometimes, she’s in my thoughts again, and there’s pain and anger and sadness. But I get over these spells. The … Continue reading

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These are the weeks of …

… things being over with F. Little sleep — 4, 5, sometimes 6 hours per night. Roller coaster ride of emotions. I am watching “The Bridge”, mainly. I am working. Just barely. I finally received my keys and a letter … Continue reading

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It’s Over.

Last Sunday, when pushed because of distant communications behaviour while I was travelling, F broke up with me: “I am not enough in love.” I am reeling. Not understanding. Angry. Very angry. Disappointed. Fucking bullshit.

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Whirlwind.

It’s the middle of January, and the last three months are hard to describe. They were intense. My relationship with F went through some pretty radical ups and downs. One of the best things was that we went on a … Continue reading

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How One Person Makes Everything Different.

I talked about this in my last post, from August — almost two months ago: Dating felt different, somehow, and new. And only a few weeks later, I met someone absolutely amazing — through that website. F is incredible, and … Continue reading

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